By Dahvi Shira

Recovering from an eating disorder is a long process, and if anyone can speak to that, it's Demi Lovato.

Almost a year-and-a-half after completing treatment for "emotional and physical issues," the former Disney starlet, 19, says she's too insecure about her physique – she's now a size 10-12 – to book new projects.

"I need to be secure in my body before I go back in front of the camera," Lovato tells British mag Fabulous.

"Anyone in recovery from an eating disorder would find that triggering, and I'm not ready … Knowing I have bad angles and the photographer can take a bad shot makes me insecure."

The troubled actress, who has previously played down past drug use, also opens up about how she was exposed to drugs and alcohol even though she was underage.

"Promoters gave me drugs and alcohol in restaurants or clubs," she admits. "They wanted me to come back so I would be seen there. They were basically kissing my ass. I thought they were my friends. I thought I was having fun."

Lovato says she can see how young stars end up in trouble – or worse. "Being a celebrity can be dangerous. Nobody says 'no,' " she says. "That's why so many end up overdosing and dying. It could definitely have happened to me."

Eventally Lovato got help, but she describes treatment as "really hard and scary."

"I had 14 hours of therapy a day. I listened to music and learned to knit. When I finally left, it was like being let out of prison," she says.

Looking back at her ups and downs, Lovato says ultimately she doesn't regret having a childhood spent in the limelight.

"There were times I wish I'd been a normal teenager so I could make mistakes and not be scrutinized. But I don't mourn the childhood I never had. I'd rather have been traveling the world and making albums than at high school."

Source: People

Demi will be appearing on MTV's Punk'd next Thursday, May 3rd! She will be appearing as a guest, and will be punk'd by Nick Cannon. Are you excited to see Demi punked on Punk'd? I sure am. It's seems like it'll be really funny since I've watch the show before with other celebrities being punked as well. From the sneak peek preview, be prepared for LOTS of censoring, especially from Ashley Tisdale freaking out, as well as Demi being censoring out. (They censor out like EVERY curse word they say.)

Demi Lovato pledges to "Stay Strong" in her MTV documentary, the aptly titled Demi Lovato: Stay Strong," which will debut on Tuesday, March 6, at 10 p.m. ET/PT on MTV. When the trailer dropped last week, fans immediately began to watch it on repeat.

It lends insight and gives sneak peeks into what Lovatics will get to see and hear from the star when the full show airs next week. The deeply personal special follows the singer/actress as she struggles to confront her personal demons, while also focusing on her music career.

"I wanted to do this documentary because I told a lot of my story but no one has taken cameras inside of my life and gotten to see what it's like first-hand a day in the life of me," she told MTV News on Thursday (March 1). "I thought it would be a cool opportunity for my fans to see what it's like."

Before the show airs, MTV News is taking a look at several of the must-see moments from the trailer.

Her Fans

Demi opens up about the support she received from her fans during her personal struggles, noting that they helped her though her darkest days and still do. Her fans also talk about how appreciative they are of her openness and honesty. She even visits the Illinois treatment facility where she spent several months. She later says, "I'm not fixed; this is a daily battle. But I continue to work my butt off because now I want to be a legitimate role model."

Battling Her Eating Disorders

The singer/actress makes her way home for her first Thanksgiving since treatment. Having dealt with eating disorders, she goes to a family gathering for a holiday that's focused on eating. "I never thought that I'd be a role model," she says about her public image. "When I first started in the industry, everyone just kind of made me a role model, and I hated that. I had so many issues underneath that needed to be taken care of. ... It literally ended up driving me insane."

Getting Back to Touring

She cut her tour with the Jonas Brothers short in 2010 when she went into treatment, and in fall 2011 she embarked on her first tour since leaving treatment. About the trek, she notes, "This time on tour I feel like I am definitely not taking anything for granted."

The special is named after two tattoos on her wrists that read, "Stay Strong." The ink pays homage to her devoted fans, who stood by her side through her recent personal struggles through her return in 2011, when she released her album Unbroken.

"It's something that my fans were actually drawing on their wrists while I was still in treatment," she explained about the significance of her tattoos. "Some people even got tattoos of it, so I wanted to show you guys that I will never forget the support that you guys gave me."

Don't miss "Demi Lovato: Stay Strong," debuting Tuesday, March 6, at 10 p.m. ET/PT on MTV.

 Source: MTV

Joe Jonas and Demi Lovato reunite for a new photo shoot in the hills of Malibu, Calif., on Wednesday morning (February 8).The two were joined for the unknown magazine shoot by Pretty Little Liars star Tyler Blackburn.

"Good morning! I woke up to the beach right next to my new place!! I love it and I’m so thankful. #beautiful #blessed” Demi tweeted earlier today.

Demi and Joe formerly covered Teen Vogue together in Summer 2010.

Source: JustJaredJr.

*Photos from the shoot (of demi only!) are in the gallery as I speak!*

~Katie~

"‘Punk’d’ Returns March 29 With Justin Bieber, Miley Cyrus & More"

Ashton who? When 'Punk'd' returns next month, it'll be hosted by a younger, cooler crowd. We've been anxiously anticipating the return of MTV's Punk'd ever since we first saw the clip of Khloé Kardashian and Miley Cyrus' awkward encounter with a pizza guy's testicles. And now, thanks to Entertainment Weekly, we can happily report that the new-and-improved Punk'd will premiere March 29 at 10:30 p.m., right after the series premiere of Pauly D's reality show The Pauly D Project. Kellan Lutz, Justin Bieber and Demi Lovato are among the other celebrities who will appear on the re-vamped Punk'd.

Source: IMDb

Well happy new years to everyone here! Sorry, for the lack of updates and etc.!! Thanks Maria, for updating the photogallery with some new pictures from a while back! I really need to update the site ALOT, especially the banner and the background... (lol) Well, anyways how is everyone liking the site? Oh, and I need to really update the other fansite for Greyson, it's been ALONGGGG time since I been on there too, lol... where has all this time gone?? Well, anyway it's time to say bye-bye to 2011, and hello 2012! In 2012, I hope it's one of/or the best year for Demi and ALL lovatics. Hope everyone's year goes well, and the site becomes alot better, and me to keep up with all the updating needed to keep this fansite running. Someday, if the site has enough views, and members joined... maybe Demi will see it!! How will that be?? Yeah, totally awesome, right?? Well, gotta work hard to make that come true!! ~Katie~

So, here's the exclusive tracklist for Demi's new CD: "Unbroken"

1. All Night Long (feat. Missy Elliot & Timbaland)

2. Who's That Boy (feat. Dev)

3. You're My Only Shortie (feat. Iyaz)

4. Together (feat. Jason Derulo)

5. Lightweight

6. Unbroken

7. Fix a Heart

8. Hold Up

9. Mistake

10. Give Your Heart a Break

11. Skyscraper

12. In Real Life

13. My Love is Like a Star

14. For The Love of A Daughter*

15. Skyscraper (Wizz Dumb Remix)

(* The exclusive song that got cut from her last CD, Here We Go Again... is GOING TO BE ON HER NEW ALBUM!)

Source: Apple/iTunes

Guess what, guys! We're almost only a week away from "Unbroken" being heard! The proposed/expected release date for her new album "Unbroken" is set for September 20th! We're not that far away from it!! It seems like we've been waiting FOREVER, and NOW it's almost here!! I'm so excited, I already have it preordered on iTunes so I can imediateally get it when i get on the computer that day (; What about you guys? Are y'all excited, or what? Because, I AM ALL IN!!!! -Katie-

It's Demi's birthday today! Get on twitter and tweet her or dm her a happy birthday wish!! (that is if you CAN dm her, if she follows you!) And in addition, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEMI is a TT on twitter as of right now!!!!!!! Yesterday, both HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEMI & WE LOVE YOU DEMI was TT but today just HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEMI is a TT... i hope demi can see it! (Oh, and if you don't mind, could you follow me on twitter?)

-Katie-

The official album cover, for Demi's new cd, "Unbroken" has been realeased through Demi's official twitter! but as metioned in the title here's the official album cover for her new cd which is set to debut on 9/20 which is only 1 MONTH AWAY!!!!!! (you can view it here)

-Katie-